Demeaning Circumstance

She saw something and all of a sudden it came rushing back to her. As if the feelings of the past wants to ruin what she has now in present time. She was scared and paralyzed with fear as she saw a single post a friend made for the love of her life.

"Is it happening again? Can I be so unlucky in love and can history be repeating it self ?" She was paranoid with fear. She gulp down her cup of coffee which was already getting cold.

She cant take her eyes away from the screen. An aching icy wave of fear shot down right through her body. She cant move her body nor her eyes away from the painful image that flashed right through the screen. She wanted to bolt and ran inside her room and cry her fears away, hoping that it would all go away. But she didn't move.

She tried to do something that was not expected of her and took a glance of something that she shouldn't even see. She crossed so many boundaries just to fulfill the hunger she was feeling and to soothe the bruise she was nursing.  When she opened the inbox, she frowned, she saw nothing out of the ordinary.

....She was astonished and felt abashed for thinking everything will be the same. Then she promised to lay her heart and give the love of her life the 100% trust that everyone deserves in a relationship.