Demeaning Circumstance

She saw something and all of a sudden it came rushing back to her. As if the feelings of the past wants to ruin what she has now in present time. She was scared and paralyzed with fear as she saw a single post a friend made for the love of her life.

"Is it happening again? Can I be so unlucky in love and can history be repeating it self ?" She was paranoid with fear. She gulp down her cup of coffee which was already getting cold.

She cant take her eyes away from the screen. An aching icy wave of fear shot down right through her body. She cant move her body nor her eyes away from the painful image that flashed right through the screen. She wanted to bolt and ran inside her room and cry her fears away, hoping that it would all go away. But she didn't move.

She tried to do something that was not expected of her and took a glance of something that she shouldn't even see. She crossed so many boundaries just to fulfill the hunger she was feeling and to soothe the bruise she was nursing.  When she opened the inbox, she frowned, she saw nothing out of the ordinary.

....She was astonished and felt abashed for thinking everything will be the same. Then she promised to lay her heart and give the love of her life the 100% trust that everyone deserves in a relationship.

Pretty Little Liars

I'm not going to write about the popular series about four girls whose clique falls apart after one of their friend (Alison)  went missing. However I'm going to talk about how much the people or rather the youth in our society are being more like the teenagers depicted in the series. Youth now becomes more secretive, manipulative and most of all deceiving. You think you can trust them? If you do, you're very wrong.

In the picture I can confidently say that majority of the people would trust the little girl than the rugged dirty looking old man she's beside with. However, if we take a look at things closely, it is the man who has a good intention than that of the little girl. For it is she who's carrying a weapon behind her back. This picture depicts the reality that people trust immediately when they see that the person is good looking. Or lets just say that people base their decision whether to trust a person or not through their looks and how they carry themselves. I  myself, made that mistake to base my decision fully on just how the person looked and the story didn't end so well. To tell you more of that, this is what actually happened...

Recently, I've been carrying a heavy secret and so far I'm doing pretty well until an incident occurred that I had to talk to someone. In the process I realize that  I needed to tell my secret in order for her to fully understand my story. I, helpless and frustrated just needed someone to talk to and share my dilemma took a risk to tell it. I knew it was so risky but the fact that she looks kind and helpless made it easier for me to decide. A few days later she herself told me that she told someone and that someone happens to be a girl who I'm not in a good status at the moment (LOL) But in the end  the situation was controlled. Still, the pain and anger still resides in me and all in all our friendship ended there as well.